Well, today was going by pretty well but now it kinda sucky. This plan for my gradution to go to Japan that summer...not happening anymore. I'm holding up my end of the deal by keeping my grades up and leaning the language but now obviously we don't have the money. What baffles me is though if we don't have the money how can mom go out and buy herself a car that is a 2010 model? And for course the first thing to go like usual is something that I want to do, because every single year that we go on vactation it's where my parents want to go and I don't have a say in it what so ever. Does it sound like I'm rambling? I'm just irratated is all I've been looking forward for this trip for two whole frickin years and it's gone.